I came home from work yesterday absolutely exhausted. I ended up taking a nap for an hour and a half before dinner. I fell asleep at a better time than I have been, maybe about 12:30? But then I was up three times. Had to use the bathroom, was too hot, was too cold. Woke up at 8:30 this morning.
I’m still pretty tired, but maybe this is a step in the right direction.
Either way, I emailed my doc this morning to see if I could get a few trazadone. Maybe I can drug myself into a normal sleeping pattern.
I was so tired last night that I didn’t have the energy to do literally anything. I’ve given up sleeping in bed. I’m too restless, and Mike has to be up too early to not get a good night’s sleep. But I’m sore from sleeping on the couch.
I just want to feel normal again. And I’m worried that this is a harbinger of something to come. God, I hope not.