Sad panda. I got a lot of things done. There are still things that I didn't do, but those are things that can wait until next week, or even later. I took a lot of time to relax, do things that I wanted to do, see people that I wanted to see. I tend to… Continue reading Vacation is almost over
Category: mental health
Misled
Things are going well, don't get me wrong, but I feel like I may have misled the perception to think that things are just great! They are, but that doesn't mean that it hasn't been work. It's work every day. It's work getting out of bed, work getting to work, work going to the gym,… Continue reading Misled
Making time
Slept a little later than I wanted to this morning. I can't seem to drag my ass out of bed when my brain knows it doesn't need to be at work. Puts me a little behind this morning, but I'll manage. I can get a few things done tonight when I get home as I'm… Continue reading Making time
Friday, Friday, Fri-yay
Still feeling good. It's actually starting to get a little concerning. What kind of fucked up life have I lived that feeling good is concerning? I don't trust good. It doesn't last. It masks problems. It's never true, it's never real. From talking to friends that struggle with mental illness I've found that many of… Continue reading Friday, Friday, Fri-yay
Faucci Ouchie #1 done
I was lucky - I was able to get the first shot of Pfizer vaccine this morning because I'm an essential front line worker. It's hard to believe that we're staring down a year of this already. I remember it was around this time last year that things in the grocery world got crazy. As… Continue reading Faucci Ouchie #1 done
I keep forgetting to take my allergy meds
We're officially in early spring. How do I know? My allergies are kicking in full gear. I bought my allergy meds, I just keep forgetting to take them. I just need to put them where I see them, but I don't think about it unless I'm nowhere near them. I'm horrible at changes in routine.… Continue reading I keep forgetting to take my allergy meds
We’re streaking!
No no no, not in that way. No one wants to see that. What I mean, is that we're streaking in that I'm still feeling good and having good days. Yesterday was productive. I woke up a little later than I wanted to, but not crazy late. I got up, felt energized, made and changed… Continue reading We’re streaking!
I have so much to do today
I have to start getting ready for work soon (really soon), but I'm literally sitting here doing nothing. Ok, now I'm not doing nothing, but I've been doing nothing since I got home from an appointment this morning. Facebook really is the devil. Luckily I'm off tomorrow so if I have to do some of… Continue reading I have so much to do today
Yesterday was a good day
Yesterday was one of those days that was just a good day. I'm hoping today is more of the same, but I'm not holding my breath. Does anyone else dwell on things? Like things that really have no relevance, no meaning, things from years ago, things from the recent past. Dwelling. How do you shut… Continue reading Yesterday was a good day
If you aren’t watching Cobra Kai, are you really even living?
I managed to get a whopping two hours of sleep the other night. And surprisingly, that was more than enough to get me through the day. I made it through work, came home and got a number of things done, stayed up until Mike got home... and then slept for a normal amount of time.… Continue reading If you aren’t watching Cobra Kai, are you really even living?
