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A little on insomnia. Alternate title: All I want to do is fucking sleep

Photo by cottonbro on Pexels.com Well, we're cruising into three weeks of relatively no sleep, other than Saturday/Saturday night. Unfortunately I can't rely on sleep meds when I have to be up early the next morning for work. I don't trust that I'll wake up in time and I'll spend the falling asleep time anxious… Continue reading A little on insomnia. Alternate title: All I want to do is fucking sleep

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“The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.” – Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

It's easy to doubt yourself - your abilities, your feelings, your mental state, hell pretty much everything about you. What's hard is being confident and having faith in yourself. And to have faith in other people. I doubt a lot of things, both about myself and others. I doubt that I'm good enough, smart enough,… Continue reading “The worst enemy to creativity is self-doubt.” – Sylvia Plath, The Unabridged Journals of Sylvia Plath

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“It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest I go to than I have ever known.” – Dickens

Currently listening to: With You Around - Yellowcard I spent a good portion of the last few days examining my mood and what it is. I have been very personable, flirtatious, sexually ready-at-all-times; I've gotten a hell of a lot of things done the last few weeks. I've formed new relationships with new people. I've… Continue reading “It is a far, far better thing that I do, than I have ever done; it is a far, far better rest I go to than I have ever known.” – Dickens

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“Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.’” – Edgar Allan Poe

There's a lot to be said about being in a relationship for almost 20 years. But sometimes... sometimes you miss the anticipation of a first kiss, a first (or even a third) date, a brush of hands, the conversations that happen when you first get to know someone. The feeling you get in your stomach… Continue reading “Deep into that darkness peering, long I stood there, wondering, fearing, doubting, dreaming dreams no mortal ever dared to dream before.’” – Edgar Allan Poe