Still feeling good. It's actually starting to get a little concerning. What kind of fucked up life have I lived that feeling good is concerning? I don't trust good. It doesn't last. It masks problems. It's never true, it's never real. From talking to friends that struggle with mental illness I've found that many of… Continue reading Friday, Friday, Fri-yay
I meant to post a weekly recap on Saturday but for whatever reason I never got around to it. Oh well. Nothing monumental happened last week, anyway. I've had a lot of time to ponder the state of the union recently. I don't mean the state of the country, although some days that seems to… Continue reading Oops?
We started the lower dose of the Zyprexa on Monday night. Tuesday was rough with the migraine. Yesterday I felt better. Today.... I feel like a million bucks. I got a good, solid night's sleep. I actually got up when my alarm went off. I woke up feeling restful and ready to face the day.… Continue reading I’m actually…. feeling pretty good
My sleep is seriously fucked up. About half the time I fall asleep quickly, but when I don't I toss and I turn and I get up to pee and then I have to get a drink and when I finally fall asleep it's fitful. I get up at least three times during the night,… Continue reading “Sleep, those little slices of death — how I loathe them.” ― Edgar Allan Poe
Just a quick check in. Everything still going along swimmingly. Had some good conversations with higher ups at work, made some tough calls, made some social plans, donated plasma, been going to the gym... so yeah. All good things. But. There's always a but. My mood has been kind of blah. I mean, things are… Continue reading A quick check in
I've been talking a lot recently about my mood, and I've had a few people shoot me messages making sure that I'm ok. Yes, I'm ok. In fact, I really think that I'm better and more stable than I have been in quite some time. And sometimes that feels weird to me. I really do… Continue reading Setting the record straight